Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Still a Geek

After learning Game, familiarising myself with how it all works and whatever, I still desire pretty much the same girls I used to desire.

Before knowing Game, I wasn’t terrible with women; I had somewhat of an intuitive grasp of asshole-Game (when I was just seventeen, a relationship even started with a girl texting to tell me specifically how much of an asshole I am and how much I piss her off; she eventually left me for a physically abusive Alpha), although my proficiency was drastically declining over my nineteenth year; I was a beta defeatist, blaming it all on women. So before I knew about Game, I had some success attracting the girls I liked. Not always, but often enough. I have also always been helped along by looks; I’m reasonable looking. (As far as skinny white guys go.) I feel weird saying that, but it seems to be the case.

I had assumed that guys who learn The Art would be smarter guys, and thus deeper. I thought this 1) because they are smart enough to understand it, and 2) because higher intelligence when unguided is a bane to seduction. These points are true, but I’ve learned as I’ve gone on that intelligence does not necessarily entail depth. Thus I was surprised to see that these guys who learned game seem to enjoy clubs, desire shallow socialite women; basically the chick version of douchebags. Just look at this picture of Mehow:

The only thing more repulsive about this picture than Mehow’s bowling-ball forehead and ghastly complexion (testament to the power of game) is the whore he’s standing with. YUCK.

Working in a hip restaurant with a bar, I work with conventionally hot girls. To me, they are unattractive. They are so vapid. I’m not sure if there’s a genetic correlation between hotness and dullness, or if they just become accustomed to exerting less effort in cultivating personalities since they don’t really need to. Either way, looks get old fast.

Basically what I like is what I always liked: natural looking (i.e. can get by without makeup), introverted, book-reading, long friendship forming, no daddy-problems, opposed to groups girls.

It’s just surprising to me how these guys can be interested in mannequins. I remember Mystery saying his favourite women are models and bartenders because they have been selected precisely for their physical beauty. That, I think, is revealing; like Neil Strauss says in the game (and Savoy says in Magic Bullets), many pickup artists practice it in an attempt to fill a giant void in their soul. Liking these sorts of girls is begging for validation from simply…convention.

No thanks.

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