Current mood: 
impatientCategory: Goals, Plans, Hopes I’m on the court….
My brand new nikes tied tight enough that my feet are starting to really sorta kinda understand what the term “pressure busts pipes” Means…as i lol to myself in side my head… my competition is looking a lil different… I mean im sorta used to the “omg” feeling in the pit of my stomach while I self-consciously tell my self that there is no COMPETITION…BUT TODAY….. IN THIS GAME….I have a sorta calm feeling that is very unusual and might I say foreign …(good thing my thoughts don’t need a spell check) but its still….feels….Right, in a wierd kinda way.
See I’m used to always using that ME against the WORLD SLOGAN…..you know that “everybody wants me to lose” CRAP, and its been very helpful but its Odd…Its like im supposed to win now…I’ve put the work in…i’ve spent many MANY hours working on my game and working on BEING the master at what i do…( EVEN THO IM NOT QUITE A MASTER AT THIS GAME YET I’m getting there) I’ve even played this game before and I have had my share of LOSES….I CAN FEEL A VICTORY COMING……..
TIME TO GO GET IT!
OFF THE COURT….
Time to hit the gym, today I’m going to do like 3 hour of cardio, and hit the dead weights just for about one hour…Because since ive been on this new 7-day-a-week work out plan for about a year I really sorta been tired……………………. But no time too feel tired…just time to work hard on something…..rather its my cardio or my strength I just really want to improve my game cuz I feel that every second i waste doing nothing is a second that somebody somewhere is getting better than I am….and i can’t have that….NAW I CANT HAVE THAT!!
So as I count my push up I simultaneously think of every time that I ..’ve been told no or that a door has slammed shut in my face, I add another 5 and every time I think about those lying as AGENTS or the TEAMS THAT SAID THEY “REALLY THINK I GOT WHAT IT TAKES” just to get me to sign on that DOTTED LINE, and when i decline they show they true colors…and even go as far as to PAY other teams to NOT SIGN ME….I ADD ANOTHER 10… EVEN IF THAT IF THAT IS A MYTH….ITS AWAYS BETTER TO PREPARE FOR THE WORST…CUZ YA REALLY NEVER KNOW…but you always wanna be ready for WHAT EVA!! so I’m going to prepare for this game and EVERY GAME…
THATS ALL I KNOW.
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